Venting Before Going to Sleep

    This might sound trivial and it probably is, but I'm sorta sad, knowing I'm probably not gonna get the Versace Goddess T-shirt this month because I need to get the sunglasses first before they're sold out. I want it really badly. Also, I need to get the Fendi mirror clutch bag too before it's sold to someone else. On top of that, these all depend on whether I'm gonna get a job or not which is terrifying. I wish I had a lot of savings, a financial security blanket so I wouldn't be as terrified as I am now. Sigh. God, please help me. Only You can help me, nobody else can except You.