Okay, hari ni, aku ada ikut trip company aku and I had a smashing time, especially because aku dapat cakap dengan crush aku tu banyak jugalah. Mula - mula, aku menyesal gila join sebab aku kena sacrifice weekend aku but now I'm glad I went on that trip. It's definitely gonna be one of the memorable memories of my life.
Speaking of my crush, I don't know what he considers us but I definitely don't consider us friends, only acquaintances. Aku nak berkawan dengan dia but it's hard for a number of reasons. Satu, meja dia agak jauh daripada meja aku. Dua, dia department lain dan department dia tak related sangat dengan department aku. Tiga, dia macam jual mahal jugalah dengan aku. Aku tak tahulah dia malu ke apa tapi one moment aku cakap dengan dia, the next dia buat macam tak kenal aku.
Nevertheless, I had good, albeit short moments with him today and the pièce de résistance was when his trousers slipped down so I saw his underwear and butt so I told him about it and he said to me, 'I'm "colourful",' which made me blush for some reason, lol.
Anyway, I hope we'll be closer and closer even though things are probably gonna return like before after this but I still hope.
By the way, mungkin ada orang akan fikir aku bitter ke apa but I hate most of my classmates. So, tarikh convocation dah keluar dan diaorang yang tak buat kerja ni (bukan aku seorang je yang pernah kena dengan diaorang, ramai orang lain pun pernah kena dengan diaorang) pakat buat excited nak graduate. So annoying.
Sigh, tak payah buat banggalah dengan degree atas kerja keras orang lain. Degree kau tu tak halal. Degree sampah, tak de kualiti. Aku harap sangat kau rasa balik nanti apa yang kau buat dekat kitaorang dulu. Pergi mampus.
