He hasn't texted me, and I feel like it's killing me slowly, and it's not fair because he's having fun there while I'm here feeling like I'm dying and not able to think of anyone else other than him.
There are so many other things I wanna talk about, but I can't because he's all I can think of. I wish he'd just text me, anything, as long as I don't have to wait to hear back anything from him any more.
I'm tired. I wish I made at least RM5,000 a month so I don't have to be so worried about money every month, and I had a job that doesn't overwhelm me, and I had a car, and I had my own place.
