02 October 2022

Oh, Shorty

    Semalam, aku dapat mimpi pasal Shorty. Ish, memang mengusik hatilah. Aku mimpi dia datang rumah aku dan kitaorang sama - sama guna computer aku (dia tak ada computer ke?). Sepanjang masa tu, dia asyik pandang aku like he was madly in love with me so bila aku bangun, aku rasa sedih because I know he doesn't love me. Kalau dia sayang aku, dia mesti dah cari aku balik tapi sampai sekarang, I haven't heard anything from him, only radio silence. I wish he had feelings for me like I do for him and I wish we were together because I just wanna be with him but he doesn't want my love. Aku ada rasa macam sebenarnya, dia ada perasaan dekat aku but it's not strong enough to compel him to come back to me.

    Aku berangan yang aku akan terserempak dengan dia bila aku balik campus nanti sebab macam aku ada mention dalam satu post sebelum ni, dia tinggal dekat dengan campus aku dan dia sendiri pernah bagi tahu aku dia selalu pergi satu shopping centre ni dekat situ. Aku nak tengok macam mana dia nak react bila dia tengok aku in person because I look better in person than I look in camera and I admit, I'm not the most photogenic person. Adakah dia akan jatuh cinta dengan aku atau dia akan mengelak aku? Aku pun tak tahulah.