I used to look forward to my next luxury purchase but now I'm not sure what I look forward to.
I wish I had someone here with me, to take care of me on days I can barely take care of myself, to drive me to work so I don't have to take public transport, to embrace me when I feel scared, lonely and homesick.
I feel like I'm floating in the middle of a vast ocean, again, not knowing where to go and what's going to happen to me, so, I just let the waves drift me to wherever it's going.
I wonder if there'd ever be a day when everything has come together and I'd feel complete, at last.
