'The blank pages of my diary
That I haven't touched since you left me
The closed blinds in my home
See no light of day
Dust gathers on my stereo
'Cause I can't bare to hear the radio
The piano sits in a shaded space
With a picture of your face
Coffee stains on your favorite book
Remind me of you, so I can't take a look
The magazines you left on the floor
You won't need them anymore
A towel left hanging on the wall
No sign of wet footsteps in the hall
There's no smell of your sweet cologne
I'm lying here alone'
It's been months since I lost my close friends and I'm still struggling to come to terms with the loss. I'd thought we'd be friends until we're old, I'd thought we'd grow old together but sadly, that's not gonna happen.
It's hard because we'd been friends for years and we went through a lot together and we had so many good memories together but now we're like enemies and the way the friendship ended makes it harder.
On top of that, with everything that's going on in my life like my struggle to adjust to living and working in Kuala Lumpur and not having them to talk to or hang out with makes it even more hard.
I can't deny, I feel like shit. Maybe I wouldn't feel as shitty if I were living and working in Cyber or if I've got someone else.
I wish I could go back, to the time when we were still friends and if I'd known what I know now, maybe I wouldn't have come here.
