Okay, aku ada online class kejap lagi tapi aku ada benda nak cakap sikit.
First of all, aku rasa Tally masih hidup. Tadi, tiba - tiba, aku dapat idea untuk tengok activity dia dekat Linkedin. Kan bila kita like satu post, dia akan muncul dekat page kita so aku log out dulu, tak nak bagi dia nampak aku view page dia lepas tu aku tengok activity dia. Nasib baiklah aku ada ambil screenshot page dia masa aku jumpa page dia hari tu so aku boleh compare and guess what? Dia ada like satu post so kiranya dia masih hiduplah, kan? Cuma entah dia pergi mana, sigh.
Anyway, aku ada baca satu post pasal seorang ni ada crush dekat someone ni dekat Reddit dan aku menyampah dengan the replies. Semua orang acah - acah macam, 'ew, you're so weird for being in love with someone who you don't know and you keep thinking of that person, I will never do that.'
First of all, bitch, that's what love does to you. It drives you crazy. I guess you've never experienced it and that's why you don't know or you've experienced but you've gotta put yourself above everyone else. Bagi aku, normal lah duduk fikir pasal crush kau tapi yang tak normal, kau cari alamat rumah dia, kau pergi rumah dia, kau bagi tahu dia kau suka dia, dia reject kau tapi kau paksa dia untuk suka kau.
Sebab tu aku tak suka Reddit sebab kebanyakan orang dekat situ perasan bagus padahal entah - entah they do the exact same thing. Loser sangat.
Ye, aku tahu pasal infatuation, limerence, semua tu but can we stop focusing too much on labels? Aku tak kata labels tak penting tapi aku rasa kita terlalu concentrate on labels sampai kita tak bagi perhatian dekat what really matters and that is, just live your life and it's completely normal to feel the way you feel sebab at the end of the day, you know all the labels pun, kau boleh buat apa? Kau tetap kena teruskan hidup kau, bukannya hidup kau terus berubah lepas you know all the labels pun. So, jangan jadi sheep and start thinking for yourself.
