Aku baru submit kerja yang semalam aku cakap aku kena submit hari ni tu and I don't feel relieved sebab aku tak yakin dengan kerja aku, aku buat sikit saja. Aku tak tahu kenapa aku tak ada semangat dan tenaga nak buat kerja tu. Maybe I just need a break because I've been working hard non-stop.
Aku dah hantar laptop aku ke kedai computer dan diaorang cakap diaorang kena tengok dulu macam mana. Aku harap sangat laptop tu okay sebab aku perlukan laptop tu untuk buat kerja dan aku jadi stressed guna laptop lama aku sebab laptop ni slow.
I keep thinking of Tally. Aku takut sangat lepas midsemester break ni, dia takkan ada lagi dekat situ. What am I gonna do? I'm so close (yet so far) to him. I just need a little push. That's all I need to reach out to him. O Allah, my Lord, please, don't separate us.
Aku dah tak berapa kisah pasal material things. Aku bukan dah tak kisah langsung, that would be lie tapi aku dah sedar, human connection worths more than material things. Material things boleh diganti but not human connection. It is rare, it is one of its kind.
Kalau kau break up dengan someone dan lepas tu kau jumpa orang lain pun, the connection may be better but it's not the same. Also, material things are nice but they can't keep you company. Aku pernah bercinta and I dare say it's probably one of the best feelings in the world.
Kau ada something to look forward to setiap hari. Masalah kau rasa lebih ringan sebab kau ada someone untuk tanggung beban tu sekali dan bila kau jumpa dia, kau rasa macam masalah kau hilang, masa terberhenti dan dekat dunia ni, ada kauorang berdua saja.
